Finally, I have to admit, I am sleeping too much in the day. There goes my blessed night’s sleep.
I hate insomnias. I hate tossing and turning on the bed. I hate to have thousand and one things running through my mind when I am trying to fall asleep. I hate to be thinking about things I cannot solve or control, like who are the people I am going to meet at school, at the end of the month. Or whether my new boss will like my efficiency. Or what to eat on my birthday with my friends 10 months later.
So I decided to turn on the Macbook and blog on this sleepless night. Never shall it happen again.
I had an eventful day, although I woke up at 11am. I went to the library, borrowed books, read over lunch, took a bus to a friend’s place to see her new-born, catch up with an old friend over dinner and coffee and had a wonderful time. It feels great to have time in my hands. And it makes me want to do something more productive.
Whenever I am rushing through a project, be it work or school, scheduling to meet friends, family, lovers, insurance agents, investment agents, whoever I think I need to meet, or just simply catching up on the current affairs, latest gossips, on-going tv serials, I just want to put it all away and start all over again. I am doing just that, right now. In the recent years, I have learnt to take a deep breath and take life with light hands.
For He has promised, “My yoke is easy, My burden is light”.
Have a blessed sleep now, I will.